This is the insane calendar for me. It is the one that I use to keep track of my life. It is a daily log of things I do, that I want to do, that I need to do, and things that I am willing to do.
I’m not sure how many people use this thing, but I do. I also use it to compare myself to others. It’s a pretty good way to think about things that I want to do, need to do, or want to do well.
I use the insanity calendar to keep my goals, my hopes, and my dreams in mind, and to see how they compare with others. I have never, in over 20 years, used it to compare myself to anyone, but I know that I have become more like people I know. I am proud that I have changed so much in how I view myself. The insanity calendar is kind of a mirror-image of my personality.
It’s funny the things that I’ve changed in the past 20 years. Before I used to be very strict and critical of myself and my abilities. I was always striving to become something better and better, not just a better version of me. However, since I began using the insanity calendar, I have developed a more optimistic outlook on life. I still have a very strong drive to become better.
I still take a very critical approach to improving myself. But I’m more accepting of my abilities and more willing to try new things, to be better. I used to be very self-critical, but I’ve come to realize I’m only as good as I am right now. I’ve been able to move forward and take on new things, and I’ve learned to take more of a positive approach and to be more open minded.
Life’s a bitch.
I feel good about myself. I feel like I can handle anything that comes my way because I don’t have the self-awareness to let myself get discouraged. I still feel bad when I’m not happy, but I realize that I won’t get caught up if I don’t practice some self-awareness.
So far Ive found that taking care of yourself is an extremely useful practice for self-awareness. Ive found that I can really do other stuff better if Im less stressed and more relaxed.
I have to say that I feel good about myself. I mean, I know that I’m a pretty crappy person, but I still feel like a pretty good person. I feel like I can handle anything that comes my way because I dont have the self-awareness to let myself get discouraged. I still feel bad when Im not happy, but I realize that I wont get caught up if I dont practice some self-awareness.
The practice of self-awareness is also the practice of self-sufficiency. It’s when you stop seeing yourself as an entitled person and realize that you can handle anything that comes your way because you don’t have the self-awareness to let yourself get discouraged.